AHH

So, I feel extremely overwhelmed. I absolutely HATE feeling this way too. I have so much going on it just feels like im spinning in circles, and it's not even a month in to classes yet!!! I only took 12 credits this semester because I had a rough time last semester with my grades, which ended in them not being up to my ability. I wanted to focus more on school, especially my anatomy class that I have to retake. I'm also in a sorority and I LOVE IT. It does require a lot of time but it has helped me manage my time and they do help with motivating me with my school work and making sure I am the best student that I can be.
However, I was looking at my schedule and I honestlly don't know when I can tutor. When I do have breaks in between classes It's about a 40 minute break. I just feel if I use that 40 or 45 minute break to tutor I'll be "rushing" the student at the end of the time and I'll be freaking out about being late to class. Because that's what I do, I get myself worked up about anything and everything. So ridiculous, I know. As I'm writing this I have 40 minutes to spare before my lab class and I am in the library. I should go right upstairs and observe because that is what our homework is but I'm scared!!! I think I'll just wait until tomorrow, Thursday, because that's when Nicole will be there and I'll feel more at ease. Oh, and another problem I have, if nobody has notice, I procrastinate a lot...oops! But sometimes, my best work comes out when I KNOW it has to be completed within a day or so. I should probably work on that.